By going public I mean actually sharing this blog with people that know me. I'm usually a pretty private person. I don't normally share a whole lot of my home life with people I know. Yes I tell a lot of stories about my kids, only because the 3 year old is incredibly funny; but I don't go into detail about much else. I don't usually have friends over to my house. This is mainly because I'm kind of embarassed by how I live and the fact that it actually requires effort on my part.
I admit it....I am a lazy person. Add to that fact that I suddenly no longer have another adult to help me and motivate me. Not that my ex ever really helped me much before; he is my ex for a reason. I feel like if I can share this experience with my friends and family now, it will somehow hold me accountable for my actions. It will serve as my motivation. To keep the house clean. To not come home and immediately sit down and do nothing all night. To be a better person and a better mother. To be more involved in my own life. To actually take part instead of sitting back and watching everything around me.
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